180724

re: Physician to treat Robert Barnett, Thursday, July 26, 2018, Blue Clinic

Letter uploaded to http://Timism.com/Timism/BBNfo/VetAdmn/Letters/180724Rapprochement.htm

Greetings:

If you visit www.VAgulag.com, you will see the listing of worsening past mistreatment of me by the V.A. Only financial exigencies necessitate my returning, a return to which I am not committed because of the paranoia the V.A. metastasized in my being.

At this point, the V.A. is stressful. Case in point. A week ago Sunday at Patients First, my BP was 120/72. At the VA two days later it was 150/78 (as I recall). Beyond the paranoia, the V.A. killed my desire to live. From duty and responsibility, I continue to work on the webservices listed below. Once Timism, Inc., is growing without me, I intend to commit suicide out of disgust for humanity, a disgust exacerbated by the VAgulag.

I am not suicidal because of stress, unhappiness, or depression. The V.A. engender a conclusion about life: It is over-rated.

Since I am a DNR candidate, my parameters have not changed since I quit VA services back when.

1. I will not go to the blood clinic where all the shat began--I am still willing to pay outpatient, emergency room costs for the blood to be drawn there.
2. I am not interested in modern pharmaceuticals that end up catalyzing additional metabolic problems and prescriptions.
3. I am not a physical threat to anyone--so, please, don't call security. It is an insult to my lifetime work of trying to create rather than to destroy life.

Along the lines of remaining alive for a while, I made the following lifestyle changes since being told of my kidney challenges:

1. No red meat, not beer ... avoid glutens ... more veggies (have a great garden, see www.CaveGarden.com).
2. More excercise. More water (64oz daily)
3. Since January, have lost 35 pounds including five pounds in the last two weeks.

It may be the case that you want me to firetruck off. So, be it.  

I just uploaded www.VAgulag.com. Once timism has gained traction and I have public/political influence, I intend to sue the V.A. for the documented, time-lined mistreatment of me. If you cannot treatment me with deserved respect, please do not allow yourself to get on my "Good Samaritan" list--people who will not have the benefits of Timism for family and self. (BTW, You cannot respect me.)

I will never have praise for the V.A. as I once did. Pragmatically, your withholding of the anti-narcoleptic medicine threw me into despondency. My struggling to stay awake and keep a train of thought setback the Primary Moral Imperative by one or two years. I think my pseudo-providigal concoction of caffeine pills in Mountain Dew (two or three bottles a day) contribute to my kidney stress.

Sincerely, a vet dismayed,

1. The Past: UG Transcript (2-years cum laude) * Resume * Achievements * References (proud of last one) * Bona Fides * You Cannot Respect Me, VAgulag
2.  Climate Change Essays (20+) Key essays
   1. Oil Droughts (1982, 1st essay)
   2. CO2: The Global, Multi-Tasking Killer Molecule 
   3. AlphaTrifecta: Rising CO2 levels behind worsening Autism, ADHD and Alzheimers rates
3. The Future: Timism.com * 24in4 (Manheaven Blueprint) * Existential Meltdown * Business Model  *  Viral * Brainbees * Lifehours
    

P.S. If you are concerned about climate change, you should read and ponder: CO2: The Global Multi-Tasking Killer Molecule.